i wish i knew what to say. 2003 was crap save a few things. and i guess we all hope that 2004 will be a beautiful change. well i guess many of us know that it might not happen but there's no harm in hoping.

thank you to those who spent NYE with me. it was much appreciated. i'm sorry i did eventually get emo although we were all trying hard not to but hey, here's to a brand new year.

+ posted by: melissa

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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+ posted by: melissa

for karupayi:
your strength is something that not many people in your situation would have. having to deal with a history of what i would prefer to call mental torture, it's really quite amazing that you're still on your feet. recent happenings have been rather unfair, although they did happen for a reason. in your current state, you have shone through with such unbelivable determination that it makes you so much more beautiful. please do take good care and you know i will always be here. our friendship has been a weird roller coaster ride for the past two and a half years but do know that i still wish for the best for you, not because you need it but because you deserve it. don't go questioning what you deserve cause i've been around, and this is what you deserve. the best. i love you.

+ posted by: melissa