hmm. in conjunction with nausheen's update, i have decided to say a few things about work myself. it couldn't get any more jading. it's a weird word but yeah, jading. even when you've got too much to do, it's still lonely and eventually you start thinking too much. or you have nothing to do and then you still think too much. because the damn environment is just too depressing. you do things you don't want to and you can't quit and time passes by ever so slowly as you try to trudge along and immerse yourself in brainless work. so you try to spend this time and sort out some things in your life that have always been bugging you. you make your decisions. are they right? are they wrong? who knows and who cares? you made the decision for a reason. hmm. i'm saying too much for my own good. but i hope not everyone shares my sentiments on this. better still, no one. here's to a new life.

+ posted by: melissa