someone please tell me how to write a funding letter.

+ posted by: melissa

mm i hear violent objections to the silence of this blog. thus, i will update. as usual, not much but maybe enough. exams are finally over, internship has started. which again is absolute bull. but anyhoo. i can't believe how little time we have to relax before we're back to school again but i guess it's better. i hate holidays and the feeling of complete aimlessness. i'm down with bronchitis again, woohoo. yes i never learn my lesson. shut the hell up, i don't want to hear it. i have cut down and i guess now i'll cut down even more and eventually stop. unhealthy lifestyle, tsk. but really, i was talking to an old friend today, said he parted with his girlfriend because they wanted to do different things in the future. that might be reason enough but still, does the future really matter? how sure are you that it's gonna come? sure sure, you might want to play safe and keep yourself happy and healthy so you don't regret anything in the future. but really, what the fuck for? i'm not saying be a devil and go to hell. but reach a platform of agreement with yourself. be satisfied with what you did today because today's not going to come again. what keeps you happy doesn't really have to be something bad does it? do i believe this shit? maybe not. maybe i do. close your eyes as i slit my wrists and let myself go.

+ posted by: melissa