my sincerest thanks to everyone who remembers. i love you all.

'we gotta lead a world of our own'

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KICKASS!

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hidayu's attempt at teaching me html :

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Mel sucks
Mel sucks but i love her

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i just saw pink's video. the song's a little weirdass but she looks better now than she did, all pinky and shit. anyhow, maybe it's time to start work.

'just like a pill'

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this one for naushi darli:
i'd have come down to paya lebar if i had the time and i'm sorry my directions with where to meet were pretty fucked. i hope you're alright. i'm worried about you. please take care and remember, i'm only a phone call away if you need to talk. even if it's at 6am like the last time. alrighty? don't be sorry about anything. [hugs back] lups lups, of course! long long and tight tight.

'she's so lucky'

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What Was Your PastLife?

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ah. i am back. in black. woohoo. or pink? but i'm from holland, isn't that weeiiirrrdd? haha, sorry. overdose of Goldmember talk with naushi baybu. hey naushi, naushi baybu doesn't sound as good as melu baybu. naushi darli? yeah naushi darli. okay went to school for final tv discussion til next rehearsal. after which me and naushi went to town. and yes, i had a lighter explode in my face[yes, exaggeration, fuck off], thank you very much. for some reason, naushi darli found it unbearably funny that i had flammable liquid all over me. mmm, few other people came to join us and we played cards and actually got along and had fun, haha. spit could be a really nice game but it fucks with your mind a tad too much. after her and ash went off, i chilled for about two more minutes before i headed to work. which was also pretty good because the office was a little more crowded today and i got to talk some cock with people i never really had a chance to talk with. didn't get a sale but i got my pay. which i can't deposit til saturday because it's dated for saturday. bastards. but it's all good. i think.

'wanna make love to ya baby'
[sorry, couldn't think of anything else]

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for some strange reason, love has scared me more than anything else recently. the absolution of it. and how it blinds you from reality.most of the time at least. the times when it's all good. when you get so comfortable being wrapped up in it and become oblivious to what your other half is thinking. the whole idea of bringing you so high up one second and so far down the next. the things many have yet to adapt to. i apologise. this was supposed to be a happy bullshit blog but i got carried away. :)

'you bring out
the best in me'

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